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Feed the Black Dog

by Kieran Faris

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1.
I've got to tell you something Perhaps it's true All the things that brought you here weren't meant for you I've got to tell you something I feel so new When you learn to close your mind they won't get through And it starts with surprise When the nihilist speaks, his poor mother just cries From theories on theories, and lies about lies to the tune of a scene watched by thousands of eyes At first I was silent, then anxious as hell but only indifference, it knows me too well that all of the things that I held to be true are just held in place by the people like you Eat your seeds I've got to tell you something I swear it's true Every time you take my hand I feel blue I've got to tell you something I thought you knew Every time you hold me close I feel it too
2.
(One) I am sick and tired of all these incandescent people Running up and down the halls until my eyes have turned to dust (Down on you) Visions of the common good elude me as I feel they should and never asking why I feel the urge to run away Out of sight and out of mind a vestige of the lower kind Impress me with your fortitude I dare you to oblige
3.
Hello my love, how long has it been? I fear I've lost my count This day has left me here with you stuck on my mind What counsel will I find? (Of truth and disguise) I'm up and I'm down (No use for goodbyes) And I'll see you around x2 In moving on from that which I've held I've found my place in hell Forego your livelihood with unease and disdain It's such a crying shame (Of truth and disguise) I'm up and I'm down (No use for goodbyes) And I'll see you around x2 It's nights like these, my friend feels like our time is at an end But I can't let you go Perhaps I'm better off below (Of truth and disguise) I'm up and I'm down (No use for goodbyes) And I'll see you around x2
4.
Too often I presume inscriptions on my tomb Will you remember me, or will I be forgotten? I wipe your tears at night sweet sparkling ray of light My life is in your hands, and you had best forget it Lose another day, lose another day, lose another day, dancing on my grave I've seen this path before, so scared of wanting more You think it's far too late, you'd better play along now Is this what I receive for choosing still to breathe? My existential dread has caught up to my ego Lose another day, lose another day, lose another day, dancing on my grave Lose another day, lose another day, lose another day, dancing on my grave (I can see the colors on the wall, I can wear the shoe that fits you all) x3
5.
Here and Now 04:03
Where was your love, the other day, but here and now? My senses dulling as the sun sets, so blind There was a time when I could see so far, so free A restless mind with no intention to sing How I wish that you could stay every moment, every day Sometimes I'd like to cast you out into the sun When will I capture your potential? Who knows? I take a hit to wind me down and here you stand But come tomorrow you will vanish once more How I wish that you could stay every moment, every day For I have, for I have so much to say but you always slip away, slip away
6.
All that I know is all I can do but no one I know is broken as you All that I know is all I can do but no one I know is broken as you You try to explain that the world just keeps letting you down You know I was there for you then, and I'm here for you now I'll show you how But all that I know is all I can do but no one I know is broken as you All that I know is all I can do but no one I know is broken as you Well maybe it's you, or maybe it's all in my head Perhaps it's not fair, but you know I still care in the end I'll be there in the end, my dearest friend But all that I know is all I can do but no one I know is broken as you All that I know is all I can do but no one I know is broken as you
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Entr'acte 04:12
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There's a black stone in the garden There's an old tree on the foothill There's a purpose where my mind was There's a grapevine through our eyelids There's a cool breeze soaked in silence In the mirror, no reflection There's a starship in my cortex There's a black hole on the sunset I can fly you to the cosmos Double vision, all directions Dancing lightbeams, clouds of stardust There's a question with no answer There's a shadow in the corner There's a lighthouse on the seafloor Won't you tell me, am I safe here? Like a dreamscape, I remember blooming flowers where your eyes were I could feel you looking through me
9.
Dust 02:23
Every day I try so hard to be a better man I make myself presentable in any way I can But everybody tells me I've got dust in my eyes Counting every step I take to calm my shaky breath Mistaken by some friend of mine as contemplating death No matter what I do, no matter how I try Everybody tells me I've got dust in my eyes and everybody thinks that I've got something to hide Everybody tells me I've got dust in my eyes A different way to hold my face, a blessing and a curse but when I look them in the eyes, it only feels worse No matter if I live, no matter if I die Everybody tells me I've got dust in my eyes and everybody thinks that I've got something to hide Everybody tells me I've got dust in my eyes
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They'll call me a sinner but I never cared for their rules in the first place so what's it to you? These songs are my shelter I use them to build up these walls that I'll break down, someday, but now's not the time For now, I am broken and in time I will pick up the pieces, but I'm so tired and I'm so afraid Afraid of tomorrow and afraid of the things that you'll say when I break down, some time, when I lose my mind And this much I knew, but it had to be you It had to be you If life's so uncertain, then why do we keep on circling on, and on, and on (and on, and on) x3 If life's so uncertain then why do I keep on circling on, and on, and on (and on, and on) x2 If life's so uncertain (on, and on, and on, and on, and on)
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I never thought that I would see your smile again but I always wanted that for you But you know, that you'll never learn to live if you don't let go of the things that you pretend you've always known And I know the rainclouds will pretend to know your name (they have no shame) But it's only for a night or two And you know, that you'll never learn to live if you don't let go of the things that you pretend you've always known Living a simple life is harder than it sounds (that's what I've found) but nothing will take me away from you And you know, that you'll never learn to live if you don't let go of the things that you pretend we've always known
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released November 11, 2022

All tracks written, performed, recorded*, produced, and mastered by: Kieran Faris
*Track 8 recorded by: Rylan Fischer

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